"The greatest weakness of humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're still alive."
-by Sarah Leung

The Earth we live in just never stop spinning! Time moves in clockwise direction, just like people come and go. We are all passengers on different channels that have no return. This is a one way ticket, there’s no turning back. Nothing will wait for you and similarly, nothing should holds you back. No matter what, the only thing you can do is to look forward, fight back tears and move on. I know it’s very tempting but try your very best not to look back as it will only bring you more sufferings and pain. Trust me it makes you feel like a deflated balloon!
Normally, I have no problem giving a sensible answer. But don’t ever ask me what love is. It’s a mystery still waiting for me to explore. It will take a lifetime to learn how to love and its movement. Just as complex as women I guess. One sensible advice however is to keep clear headed so that you can think better. Feeling lost and frustrated will only lead to self-destruction. Don’t torture yourself! Love yourself.
Life is crazy. You can feel it pulling you away from reality. All you need to do is to do nothing and its vital energy will soaks up all your senses. Yes, and by the next minute, you feel like a complete moron. I’ve never felt this tired before. People often say life is good, I rather follow than to over throw this motion. Maybe life will be better when you believe it’s good. What else can be better than one to be easily contented and happy? That’s what I have been looking for all this while. Nevertheless, I keep remaindering myself to be patient. My eagerness and stubbornness are my downfall in life. Yet no question asked, they made me who I am. You have only two choices: love me or hate me. There’s no in between.
Turning 19 is a nightmare to me. Ironically, it was once my greatest fantasy. Well, nothing is what it seems to be. It wasn’t great after all. Pushing other things aside, I cannot deny that it’s a turning point in my life. I’ve never been so sure of what to do than now! Life is opening itself to me and the mists are clearing. All I see now is a clear bright sky and my lovely family here with me. Nothing else matters anymore. I’m so grateful that they have not left me. Closing an old chapter and entering into a new beginning. It’s a wonderful feeling. I hope you share the same sentiment as me. I wish you are here.